nikkinik
29-10-09, 13:18
Im hoping Im not on my own..
I just wished I felt healthy!!
I was sick not too long ago, and with emetophobia I freaked out.. the nausea lasted for a week, then came chronic stomach pains which resulted in me having to go to hospital. I spent 3 days there (While they did v little) nil by mouth, my anxiety going through the roof etc, crying everyday my fiance left because of my agoraphobia..
..That time I lost 5lbs.
Then I got sick again about 11 days ago, same time again: 1 day before Im due on. Im convinced its hormone related, my DF thinks its a coincidence and that we caught a bug.
Eversince, Ive felt nauseous, my sense of smell is off (Anything makes me feel bleugh)..
..This time Ive lost 3 lbs and counting. I cant afford to lose anymore.
Ive had a sore throat now for about a month, Im aching on and off, my appetite is nil and Im scared what ever I do eat will tip me over from feeling sicvk to actually being sick.
I just constantly feel, and Im talking every single day, like Im coming down with something, I just dont feel right.
Tests Ive had: x ray, ultrasound on my tummy as well as my bowel, an upper endoscopy, blood tests etc.. all come back negative. I feel like pushing for a ct scan and other tests until I get to the bottom of this, but on the other hand I wonder how far I will go with all these tests etc.
The doctor just looks at me funny everytime I see him, and Ive seen several now.. they always say 'Hmmm, well youve had a lot of tests' like Im a hypochondriac or something.
Am I alone in this?
The ill health just makes me want to stay in, but Im resting virtually all the time in the hope I will feel better (I literally drop my son off then go back to bed), so the second I do anything now I feel worse, I cant win :weep:
I just wished I felt healthy!!
I was sick not too long ago, and with emetophobia I freaked out.. the nausea lasted for a week, then came chronic stomach pains which resulted in me having to go to hospital. I spent 3 days there (While they did v little) nil by mouth, my anxiety going through the roof etc, crying everyday my fiance left because of my agoraphobia..
..That time I lost 5lbs.
Then I got sick again about 11 days ago, same time again: 1 day before Im due on. Im convinced its hormone related, my DF thinks its a coincidence and that we caught a bug.
Eversince, Ive felt nauseous, my sense of smell is off (Anything makes me feel bleugh)..
..This time Ive lost 3 lbs and counting. I cant afford to lose anymore.
Ive had a sore throat now for about a month, Im aching on and off, my appetite is nil and Im scared what ever I do eat will tip me over from feeling sicvk to actually being sick.
I just constantly feel, and Im talking every single day, like Im coming down with something, I just dont feel right.
Tests Ive had: x ray, ultrasound on my tummy as well as my bowel, an upper endoscopy, blood tests etc.. all come back negative. I feel like pushing for a ct scan and other tests until I get to the bottom of this, but on the other hand I wonder how far I will go with all these tests etc.
The doctor just looks at me funny everytime I see him, and Ive seen several now.. they always say 'Hmmm, well youve had a lot of tests' like Im a hypochondriac or something.
Am I alone in this?
The ill health just makes me want to stay in, but Im resting virtually all the time in the hope I will feel better (I literally drop my son off then go back to bed), so the second I do anything now I feel worse, I cant win :weep: