PaulR
29-10-09, 19:52
I am having a really bad time at the moment when I should be enjoying myself. I have a great wife who has just given birth to our 4th child (he's two weeks old)
However I am convinced I'm going to die soon. Whether it be from Swine flu (i'm terrified of it as I have bronchial infections alot and asthma), heart attack, getting cancer. You name it I think I'm going to die from it very soon.
I just can't take it anymore. I've had phlegm in the back of my nose and throat for months and nothing shifts it, even antibiotics from the doctor. I googled and it sounds like globus or pnd but I still think its serious and if I get the dreaded pig flu I'll die within days.
Tonight I feel hot and got a burning sensation under my skin even though I'm cold to touch and temp is normal. But whatever it is I'm going to die.
I'm sending myself mad. I've even looked into what songs i'd like played at my funeral etc. Its no way for a 31 year old to live but I can't help myself.
Sorry for the rant. I hope you are all coping well with your anxiety. I'm off to cry some more. :weep:
However I am convinced I'm going to die soon. Whether it be from Swine flu (i'm terrified of it as I have bronchial infections alot and asthma), heart attack, getting cancer. You name it I think I'm going to die from it very soon.
I just can't take it anymore. I've had phlegm in the back of my nose and throat for months and nothing shifts it, even antibiotics from the doctor. I googled and it sounds like globus or pnd but I still think its serious and if I get the dreaded pig flu I'll die within days.
Tonight I feel hot and got a burning sensation under my skin even though I'm cold to touch and temp is normal. But whatever it is I'm going to die.
I'm sending myself mad. I've even looked into what songs i'd like played at my funeral etc. Its no way for a 31 year old to live but I can't help myself.
Sorry for the rant. I hope you are all coping well with your anxiety. I'm off to cry some more. :weep: