juliej
30-10-09, 06:22
Morning,
I'm trying to type this whilst shaking so much :weep: I think this has been the worst week ever in my 16 year struggle. Going to center parcs today for the weekend and im in bits. Its not even the first time we have been there its the 7th!! I have spent the whole week in constant panic i've been getting about four hours sleep a night and i'm really don't know what to do. Okay I can just about cope with the sweating and rushes to the loo even started being sick now ! But I cant get a hold on the shaking its relentless, I cant believe my body can produce so much adrenaline. Does anyone have any ways of dealing with this . I even phoned the no panic answer message this morning , i've never had to do this . Should have come here on the chat board but a little embarrased as never done it before :blush:
At the moment I dont know how Im going to get in that car . Why why does this happen , i should be looking forward to a nice couple of days with the family not falling to pieces.
:emot-fail::emot-fail:
Julie
I'm trying to type this whilst shaking so much :weep: I think this has been the worst week ever in my 16 year struggle. Going to center parcs today for the weekend and im in bits. Its not even the first time we have been there its the 7th!! I have spent the whole week in constant panic i've been getting about four hours sleep a night and i'm really don't know what to do. Okay I can just about cope with the sweating and rushes to the loo even started being sick now ! But I cant get a hold on the shaking its relentless, I cant believe my body can produce so much adrenaline. Does anyone have any ways of dealing with this . I even phoned the no panic answer message this morning , i've never had to do this . Should have come here on the chat board but a little embarrased as never done it before :blush:
At the moment I dont know how Im going to get in that car . Why why does this happen , i should be looking forward to a nice couple of days with the family not falling to pieces.
:emot-fail::emot-fail:
Julie