James1978
06-11-09, 09:50
Hi,
After recently suffering my first Panic Attack due to anxiety I have been diagnosed with depression and begin my councelling next week. I must admit that I am a little scared about what he will ask me as throughout my life I have always kept everything bottled up inside and never had to tell anyone anything personal about me, I know its time now for that to change.
The problem I have... well, the hardest thing to admit is that im sure that one of the root causes of my depression is down to my marriage I know that I married the wrong person in a rushed decision. The other being a lack of close friends, this I put down to me moving around europe for work over the past few years, any friends I make I seem to lose when I move on. This makes my problems harder as I feel I have nobody close to turn to. I have felt this way for some time but I dont want to have to face up to the issues. I wish I could pour out everything in my mind to you all here, perhaps someone may have an answer or suggest as to what I should do.
After recently suffering my first Panic Attack due to anxiety I have been diagnosed with depression and begin my councelling next week. I must admit that I am a little scared about what he will ask me as throughout my life I have always kept everything bottled up inside and never had to tell anyone anything personal about me, I know its time now for that to change.
The problem I have... well, the hardest thing to admit is that im sure that one of the root causes of my depression is down to my marriage I know that I married the wrong person in a rushed decision. The other being a lack of close friends, this I put down to me moving around europe for work over the past few years, any friends I make I seem to lose when I move on. This makes my problems harder as I feel I have nobody close to turn to. I have felt this way for some time but I dont want to have to face up to the issues. I wish I could pour out everything in my mind to you all here, perhaps someone may have an answer or suggest as to what I should do.