how many of us feel our lives are filled with guilt?

[Granny Primark]

I know i do. Im not the Lynn my hubby married and Im not the mum my 2 children knew.
I hate being dependent on people.
Im ashamed of the person ive become.
Im desperate now to be the person I was and ive applied to do some charity work.

[bottleblond]

I do Lynn. I feel guilty because i don't do the things with Ben like others mums do with their kids and i feel like he is loosing out.

On the other hand i have to remind myself that he has a mother that loves him, a decent home (apart from those damn neighbours) lol..he has security and doesn't really want for anything and i bet your kids had the same.

I keep thinking there are so many kids out there that would love a decent home life and parents that love them but dure to circumstance, they don't have it.

you are a good mum and wife Lynn and don't forget that mate!!
Love Lisa
xxxx

:hugs:

[gypsywomen]

i am sure you are a great mum and wife no matter what you think at this time we all feel like this at times but deep down we know its anxiety that make us think this way god bless you and help you get trough this hell love mags xx