Bubblegumpixie
15-11-09, 10:13
Hello everyone (I do apologise if this is in the wrong section - I get very confused sometimes!)
I just had to post because I am having a terrible start to the day! I have been fighting panic attack after panic attack this morning and I am shaking like a leaf. It feels as though my tongue has gone into spasm my throat is tight and I can't talk much more than grunting. I don't even know what has set it off! I think it may have been my tongue felt a bit dry at the back and felt weird so of course I went into hyper mood thinking all sorts. Gosh I really don't know how much more I can take of this - it's ruining me! My Dr is a saint and gave me Prozac to take but I have been trying for weeks to take it and I just can't swallow it. I know that's my own fault and I expect people well say "Don't come asking for sympathy here if you won't take your meds!" but I am so frightened of everything at the moment, taking a new med that has not so good side effects is a scary prospect for me. I am 31 years old but I feel as if I regressed back to a child. I just don't feel real anymore. I don't even remember what the old me was like.
I'm not really sure the point of this post I think I just wanted to let it out as I am sat here in a terrible state. And I know I am amongst friends here:hugs:
I am very sorry for the semi-rant.
Bubblegum :0(
I just had to post because I am having a terrible start to the day! I have been fighting panic attack after panic attack this morning and I am shaking like a leaf. It feels as though my tongue has gone into spasm my throat is tight and I can't talk much more than grunting. I don't even know what has set it off! I think it may have been my tongue felt a bit dry at the back and felt weird so of course I went into hyper mood thinking all sorts. Gosh I really don't know how much more I can take of this - it's ruining me! My Dr is a saint and gave me Prozac to take but I have been trying for weeks to take it and I just can't swallow it. I know that's my own fault and I expect people well say "Don't come asking for sympathy here if you won't take your meds!" but I am so frightened of everything at the moment, taking a new med that has not so good side effects is a scary prospect for me. I am 31 years old but I feel as if I regressed back to a child. I just don't feel real anymore. I don't even remember what the old me was like.
I'm not really sure the point of this post I think I just wanted to let it out as I am sat here in a terrible state. And I know I am amongst friends here:hugs:
I am very sorry for the semi-rant.
Bubblegum :0(