alisa
19-11-09, 19:58
Hi there, just a wee bit about my journey so far...I have always suffered from nerves and shyness in social situations so to help me through those times I have,for the past 34 years used alcohol.
If not alcohol then some form of eating dissorder and if not that then O.C.D. hand washing ect.
It has now taken its toll and a few weeks ago I suffereed a breakdown and have been off work,suffering from depression,which I seriously want to get sorted with some coounselling.
I have always been in dependant relationships, and although they were suffocating at least they were companionships,whereas now,in this empty house , I am finding it extreemly difficult to motivate myself.(especially as my new carpets are now wet!)
I am now on medication again and am due to start counselling in a couple of weeks,its just a long time to wait :weep:.
If not alcohol then some form of eating dissorder and if not that then O.C.D. hand washing ect.
It has now taken its toll and a few weeks ago I suffereed a breakdown and have been off work,suffering from depression,which I seriously want to get sorted with some coounselling.
I have always been in dependant relationships, and although they were suffocating at least they were companionships,whereas now,in this empty house , I am finding it extreemly difficult to motivate myself.(especially as my new carpets are now wet!)
I am now on medication again and am due to start counselling in a couple of weeks,its just a long time to wait :weep:.