rachel38
20-11-09, 20:53
HI,
I have enjoyed reading and learning that there are more people out there like me. Sometimes I feel like I am the only one. I have severe anxiety, health anxiety really bad and panic attacks. It all became worse after my first child. I started having full blown panic attacks and fast heartbeat all the time along with skipped or some kind of wierd sensation in my chest. I am only 38 and have had quite a few EKGs and several other tests. We have a 5,000 deductible on our insurance and I took care of that myself within about 6 months with tests and doctor visits. I have an obsession with checking symptoms online, well that makes it worse because then I start having all the symptoms to my particular disease of condition that week. My husband actually at one point blocked all those sites from me. I could go on and on. It is just to much to take. I love my life, I want to live and be happy. I feel blessed with all I have and my children but I just cannot kick this anxiety stuff.
Rachel
I have enjoyed reading and learning that there are more people out there like me. Sometimes I feel like I am the only one. I have severe anxiety, health anxiety really bad and panic attacks. It all became worse after my first child. I started having full blown panic attacks and fast heartbeat all the time along with skipped or some kind of wierd sensation in my chest. I am only 38 and have had quite a few EKGs and several other tests. We have a 5,000 deductible on our insurance and I took care of that myself within about 6 months with tests and doctor visits. I have an obsession with checking symptoms online, well that makes it worse because then I start having all the symptoms to my particular disease of condition that week. My husband actually at one point blocked all those sites from me. I could go on and on. It is just to much to take. I love my life, I want to live and be happy. I feel blessed with all I have and my children but I just cannot kick this anxiety stuff.
Rachel