16 And Lifes Over.

[Ruby94]

So already im failing, i dropped out of school at 14.
Got sexually abused by my first boyfriend at 14 too.
Did drugs ended up in hospital. Never went back to drugs again, but its had a massive effect on my life.
I dont drink and it feels like im on this hill .. and im just falling to rock bottom. Where is rock bottom tho?
Is it death? Is it the end? Look please read this.. i kind of Need you to help me!

Your my last resort. I feel like im meant to die. Like something is making this bad luck for me to give up. It feels as if everything i attempt to do, stops me in my path and something bad happens to me.

I might as well be paralised .. :( I want to live i want a life but something is making it hard for me to go on. Its hard to live, it takes forever to live a lifetime but it takes seconds to think of ending your life. Im drained. Horribly drained.

I hate panic.
I hate anxiety.
and they hate me.

my life is over already isnt it. :weep: I cant do anything right.

You wouldnt think i'd be taking anti depressents because they obviously arent working. WHY DO I KEEP FALLING ON MY ASS?!

[bottleblond]

Hi Ruby

Trust me hun, at 16 - your life is just beginning, not ending.
Do you have friends, parents who support you?


Lisa
xx

[Anxious_gal]

ok I am sorry your having a hard time, in fact you seem pretty much very depressed, you have a lot of issue to work though but you do want to get better otherwise you wouldn't post this.
when I was 16 I got very depressed too and you know what I learned?
that you have to help yourself :-(
I know it doesn't sound easy , especially when your depressed and even getting up in the morning is so so hard and why get up? why face the big nasty world?
because the world life really isn't as bad as you see it.
you need a plan.
you need to put it into action!
you need too be your own best friend.
stop judging yourself and start praising your self.
you need to go to your doctor tell him your depressed, get on antidepressants and get your self to come counselling.
thats what i did, wish i had done it sooner.
the antidepressants lifted the black cloud, so they gave me some hope, lifted my mood, also the counselling helped me cope better with my problems.
you have at least 80 years of life left.
your alive thats a gift in it's self.
right now you just don't want to hurt anymore, but you and you alone have the power within you to change that.
people here will support you they will be kind and understanding too.
but you have to help your self, I hope you do :)

[Anxious_gal]

if you want to chat PM me x

[labamba]

Hi

I left school at 15 and thought my whole world was over I really did not want to be here. I was so depressed and felt like I was in a long dark tunnel (I used to say this) however I did get to the light at the end of the tunnel and it took me till I was about 17 till I felt more on top of things. Get some support from friends and family. It will get better and talking about it will help.

Maybe you could try and do some voluntary work in something you enjoy so you are getting out and socialising with others. This really helped me as I went and worked in a shop and I realised there was a whole different world out there to the one I had been confined to at 15.

Take care:hugs:

[mandyclare]

Ruby pm me again if you want to talk. Things seem so bad now but i promise you it will get better with help.. You have so much to look forward to.. it might not seem like that at the moment I know

Mand x

[looking4answers]

Nahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh You'll be fine sweetie .. you ll be fine.. I have been silently dying since I can remember.. Or thought I was. Im still here at 55 and you will be too.. Keep strong.. Michael

[marie1974]

hi hun, i know u prob heard this so many times before but 16 is a really weird age to b actually, i hated being 16, but life does get better, u have to learn to like and then love yourself, which i know is not always easy, but can b done, u need to find support first, whether it b family, friend, doctor or someone else, someone who can b a positive influence to u, also please speak to doc and aske for counselling, talking i think personally is the best form of therapy, talk talk and more talk.

exercise too helped me get rid of depression years back, even when i really did not want to do anything, i would force myself in doors with my ipod and jog on spot as stuff or do a dvd for half hour 4 times a week, after a while it made me motivates, happier, fitter and more positive.

please dont think u r alone and e r all here for you and u will feel better again, its hard i know but u will get there. hugs xx