phil06
24-11-09, 17:23
Why is it soo hard..well for me. Life seems so dead and and I have no sense of direction. I just feel hopeless.
I feel I should have an idea of where I am heading..I'm 21 at the moment. my love life is dormant..I try and try and try half the time I'm lucky to get any good conversation out a woman so I give up..it's not even clicking if the convo I make is not good enough and they give nothing back I'm hopeless. I'm struggling to find the words..I'm just one of these rare cases of bad luck. I use to be passionate about it but feel I'm being some old boring git. All I seem to do is stay in. Can't get friends to go to night clubs anymore...just can't get dates like I use too..
Two and a half years since my last long term relationship. I know any positive words here won't change it. I could be another two and a half years single for all I know. Same with work just had interview after interview and no job even when I've been in a job...I don't have any valuable friends I can relay on these days. I know this could all change tomorrow too..however I've been saying that every day.
With being soul destroyed that much I can barely find the motivation each day. All this stuff means alot to be the xbox has got boring. Watching films gets boring..will people keep saying I'm not the only one in this situation in 5/10 years? I just can't cope with this. I'm not asking for a lottery win. I don't want to have too much money and be bored..what's a bit of company? Third Christmas single great fun! plus I'm skint from leaving my job.
It can only get better next year right? Or will it?
I feel I should have an idea of where I am heading..I'm 21 at the moment. my love life is dormant..I try and try and try half the time I'm lucky to get any good conversation out a woman so I give up..it's not even clicking if the convo I make is not good enough and they give nothing back I'm hopeless. I'm struggling to find the words..I'm just one of these rare cases of bad luck. I use to be passionate about it but feel I'm being some old boring git. All I seem to do is stay in. Can't get friends to go to night clubs anymore...just can't get dates like I use too..
Two and a half years since my last long term relationship. I know any positive words here won't change it. I could be another two and a half years single for all I know. Same with work just had interview after interview and no job even when I've been in a job...I don't have any valuable friends I can relay on these days. I know this could all change tomorrow too..however I've been saying that every day.
With being soul destroyed that much I can barely find the motivation each day. All this stuff means alot to be the xbox has got boring. Watching films gets boring..will people keep saying I'm not the only one in this situation in 5/10 years? I just can't cope with this. I'm not asking for a lottery win. I don't want to have too much money and be bored..what's a bit of company? Third Christmas single great fun! plus I'm skint from leaving my job.
It can only get better next year right? Or will it?