Dusty
14-11-05, 20:35
Hi Guys!
I'm alone again. This time I've been deserted for THREE nights.
As always I'm anxious my insomnia will raise it's ugly head.
I don't know why I'm writing, but just telling people makes the anxiety seem (a little) less. I've used my Rescue Remedy and it's standing by for later if I need it again. I also have my vertiver oil, camomile tea, a warm bath and another girly DVD.
Am I the only one who starts worrying when their routine is rocked like this? Nothing else has changed other than my major support has gone. I always put the kids on the bus (so that's not new); I always then go to work (so that's not new); I always cook for them, put them to bed, tidy up (ditto). SO why should the disappearance of one factor (who doesn't do I great deal anyway) knock me for six so much?!
Yep - I'm feeling a bit sorry for myself.
Dusty
I'm alone again. This time I've been deserted for THREE nights.
As always I'm anxious my insomnia will raise it's ugly head.
I don't know why I'm writing, but just telling people makes the anxiety seem (a little) less. I've used my Rescue Remedy and it's standing by for later if I need it again. I also have my vertiver oil, camomile tea, a warm bath and another girly DVD.
Am I the only one who starts worrying when their routine is rocked like this? Nothing else has changed other than my major support has gone. I always put the kids on the bus (so that's not new); I always then go to work (so that's not new); I always cook for them, put them to bed, tidy up (ditto). SO why should the disappearance of one factor (who doesn't do I great deal anyway) knock me for six so much?!
Yep - I'm feeling a bit sorry for myself.
Dusty