ItsNeil
29-11-09, 22:23
Hi, Im Neil, I found your site via Bing whilst actually looking for a S* chatroom! can i find 1 tho, not a chance.... maybe thats a good thing maybe not!
I suffer from Depression possibly Bi-polar but they cant decide lol.
Iv'e been pretty ill with it this time coming to a head since about June but b4 that in the background. I've tried ODing but got found & also spent a month in Hospital where I poisioned myself but couldnt even get that right! I have cut myself up & also fractured my knuckles punching a door & got found by a nurse as i was about to swing from my belt in the shower. Shows how crap my luck is lol.
I've been out of hozzy for about 7 wks & still really struggling, altho i think the meds should of kicked in: Lithiam Carbonate, 800mg, Mirtazapine 45mg & Queitapine 50mg. The Lithium & Mirtazapine are already high doses.
Im having a real crap time of it, having walked out on my wife & family 18 months ago, (just Divorced) having a boss (who was meant to be a bloody good mate),who put me on a misconduct charge to get rid of me, once he found out I was taking Anti Depressants. (He doesnt agree with them & it put his insurance for me up!)
Oh & if thats not enough I have just dumped my G/f of at least 8 months, because I cant be doing with her telling me she loves me 10 times a day.
So that about sums me up I think.
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Neil.
I suffer from Depression possibly Bi-polar but they cant decide lol.
Iv'e been pretty ill with it this time coming to a head since about June but b4 that in the background. I've tried ODing but got found & also spent a month in Hospital where I poisioned myself but couldnt even get that right! I have cut myself up & also fractured my knuckles punching a door & got found by a nurse as i was about to swing from my belt in the shower. Shows how crap my luck is lol.
I've been out of hozzy for about 7 wks & still really struggling, altho i think the meds should of kicked in: Lithiam Carbonate, 800mg, Mirtazapine 45mg & Queitapine 50mg. The Lithium & Mirtazapine are already high doses.
Im having a real crap time of it, having walked out on my wife & family 18 months ago, (just Divorced) having a boss (who was meant to be a bloody good mate),who put me on a misconduct charge to get rid of me, once he found out I was taking Anti Depressants. (He doesnt agree with them & it put his insurance for me up!)
Oh & if thats not enough I have just dumped my G/f of at least 8 months, because I cant be doing with her telling me she loves me 10 times a day.
So that about sums me up I think.
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Neil.