Donski
04-12-09, 07:51
Hi Everyone
I found this site in the summer and it was a great help to me but all of a sudden I find myself worrying again. I have a great fear of HIV though I dont know whether this is HA or something inside of me telling me I have it.
I am now 16 weeks pregnant and due back at the midwife next week for results of my tests. They routinely test for HIV. I am panicking that they will tell me I have it and i have now harmed my baby. If I do have HIV I think I would have contracted it in 2001 when I was seeing a guy who I since found out has a dodgy history. I dont have any symptoms as such and any that I have had in the past have turned out not to be. For example I thought I had oral thrush but I was only a bit dehydrated. I just dont know what to do. Thanks
I found this site in the summer and it was a great help to me but all of a sudden I find myself worrying again. I have a great fear of HIV though I dont know whether this is HA or something inside of me telling me I have it.
I am now 16 weeks pregnant and due back at the midwife next week for results of my tests. They routinely test for HIV. I am panicking that they will tell me I have it and i have now harmed my baby. If I do have HIV I think I would have contracted it in 2001 when I was seeing a guy who I since found out has a dodgy history. I dont have any symptoms as such and any that I have had in the past have turned out not to be. For example I thought I had oral thrush but I was only a bit dehydrated. I just dont know what to do. Thanks