eva12
04-12-09, 18:15
Hi all
Well I have read through some of your posts and i feel even worse than i did before.
My panic attacks started a few years ago when i stupidly betrayed one of my best friends and subsequently lost her and some other friends.The main reason i have panic i think is because of the massive guilt i feel.And i also feel that i deserve to suffer this way and don't deserve anyone' sympathy.
My friend forgave me and we are close friends again..but i still feel ashamed and guilty.Please don't think i did something too horrendous..when i'm having a good day i know that what i did was wrong but im not the only person in the world to have messed up.I've always been told what a nice person i am and what a good friend and it was hard to suddenly be unliked.In the midst of a a panic attack i feel like im the most horrible person in the world.
So far i haven't come across anyone else who has panics for similar reasons to mine...and when i read about people who worry about health problems etc i feel like i should get a grip.I'm probably not explaining myself very well..i hope there is someone out there who will understand.I just don't want to feel like this anymore :weep:
Aimie
Well I have read through some of your posts and i feel even worse than i did before.
My panic attacks started a few years ago when i stupidly betrayed one of my best friends and subsequently lost her and some other friends.The main reason i have panic i think is because of the massive guilt i feel.And i also feel that i deserve to suffer this way and don't deserve anyone' sympathy.
My friend forgave me and we are close friends again..but i still feel ashamed and guilty.Please don't think i did something too horrendous..when i'm having a good day i know that what i did was wrong but im not the only person in the world to have messed up.I've always been told what a nice person i am and what a good friend and it was hard to suddenly be unliked.In the midst of a a panic attack i feel like im the most horrible person in the world.
So far i haven't come across anyone else who has panics for similar reasons to mine...and when i read about people who worry about health problems etc i feel like i should get a grip.I'm probably not explaining myself very well..i hope there is someone out there who will understand.I just don't want to feel like this anymore :weep:
Aimie