yeppy
17-11-05, 20:44
thank you all so much for the replies and links. much appreiated and so good to know im not alone!!!
stil not quite there yet.... still struggling to get my head round this one. how can the doctor be so sure that im not going to do anything crazy?? he reassures me i'm not but horrible things like murders happen all the time. do murderers not start out with these thoughts??it scares me to death imagining me going the same way and ending up in a mental institute!!
yesterday was horrible. i heard about a woman being murdered. automatically a thought popped into my head "she must of deserved it". how awful is that! i feel ashamed and disgusted with myself but at the time it just seemed like a normal everyday thought. what sane person thinks such a horrible thing???
this 2 weeks has been the worse time ever
stil not quite there yet.... still struggling to get my head round this one. how can the doctor be so sure that im not going to do anything crazy?? he reassures me i'm not but horrible things like murders happen all the time. do murderers not start out with these thoughts??it scares me to death imagining me going the same way and ending up in a mental institute!!
yesterday was horrible. i heard about a woman being murdered. automatically a thought popped into my head "she must of deserved it". how awful is that! i feel ashamed and disgusted with myself but at the time it just seemed like a normal everyday thought. what sane person thinks such a horrible thing???
this 2 weeks has been the worse time ever