jue69
18-11-05, 12:14
Hi Everyone
I have been doing so, so well over the last few weeks, the palps are down to a bare minimum and generally feeling good. Yesterday had a hectic day at work, eldest son phoned to say the home pc had blown up on him, so worried that he was ok, until i could get home from work. Sky had stopped working, hubby in board meeting so non contactable. Stupidly went upstairs to check on the old blood pressure. Oh no its high about 140/90, kept repeating and repeating came down to lowest of 130/84. I know i shouldn't keep doing it but i cant stop myself. Did it lots this morning got one reading of 120.80, but its up down, up down, can feel myself worrying. Now i'm scared, wanting to cry, what a mess, i was doing so well, i keep telling myself it was the stress of the day, but why oh why cant i convince myself.
Sorry for moaning guys, but i was doing so well.
jue
I have been doing so, so well over the last few weeks, the palps are down to a bare minimum and generally feeling good. Yesterday had a hectic day at work, eldest son phoned to say the home pc had blown up on him, so worried that he was ok, until i could get home from work. Sky had stopped working, hubby in board meeting so non contactable. Stupidly went upstairs to check on the old blood pressure. Oh no its high about 140/90, kept repeating and repeating came down to lowest of 130/84. I know i shouldn't keep doing it but i cant stop myself. Did it lots this morning got one reading of 120.80, but its up down, up down, can feel myself worrying. Now i'm scared, wanting to cry, what a mess, i was doing so well, i keep telling myself it was the stress of the day, but why oh why cant i convince myself.
Sorry for moaning guys, but i was doing so well.
jue