hoppipolla
07-12-09, 17:33
I just feel so low and lonely :(
There was this girl Vicky that I wasn't sure about things with (and we never even met up as we met online originally) but now she is gone I miss her :'(
She liked me you see but missed her ex, and I wasn't sure about things because she is a lovely girl but isn't really so emotional or caring, and a guy doesn't seem as big to her as a girl is for me.
But anyway, now she isn't really sure how she feels anymore, and I feel really sucky ._.
I just want someone to cuddle and be close to that's all, and I am kicking myself for not meeting up with her sooner, I don't know if that would have made a difference.
:'(
Hoppi
EDIT -- my whole world feels like it's closing in on me at the moment :(
There was this girl Vicky that I wasn't sure about things with (and we never even met up as we met online originally) but now she is gone I miss her :'(
She liked me you see but missed her ex, and I wasn't sure about things because she is a lovely girl but isn't really so emotional or caring, and a guy doesn't seem as big to her as a girl is for me.
But anyway, now she isn't really sure how she feels anymore, and I feel really sucky ._.
I just want someone to cuddle and be close to that's all, and I am kicking myself for not meeting up with her sooner, I don't know if that would have made a difference.
:'(
Hoppi
EDIT -- my whole world feels like it's closing in on me at the moment :(