Hears The Water
29-01-04, 16:54
Hey folks. I thought I would share a poem with everyone here. I have not shared it with anyone else as they would not understand. I know that all of you will though, so that is why I thought I would put it here. I was not sure of which "room" to put it in, so if you want to move it Nicolea, I totally understand. Here goes.....
Fear tears through my being
stealing away moments of my life
beats of my heart
fractions of my soul.
Irrational yet oh-so-real feelings.
My eyes widen,
my heart pounds,
my senses heighten.
Prickly pin points of heat flood my face
the bottom drops out of my stomach.
I want to run,
to scream,
to smash something
but I can't.
How would that look?
I want to climb up in my mommy's lap
and be comforted.
But she isn't there..... never was.
So I push it down and try to go on,
telling my self that I am o.k.
Stuffing and pushing,
standing on it
until my mind feels like it will explode
from the fuzzy nebulous pressure.
Then I cry and everything get better....
for a while.
10/14/2003
God bless you and yours
Debs
Fear tears through my being
stealing away moments of my life
beats of my heart
fractions of my soul.
Irrational yet oh-so-real feelings.
My eyes widen,
my heart pounds,
my senses heighten.
Prickly pin points of heat flood my face
the bottom drops out of my stomach.
I want to run,
to scream,
to smash something
but I can't.
How would that look?
I want to climb up in my mommy's lap
and be comforted.
But she isn't there..... never was.
So I push it down and try to go on,
telling my self that I am o.k.
Stuffing and pushing,
standing on it
until my mind feels like it will explode
from the fuzzy nebulous pressure.
Then I cry and everything get better....
for a while.
10/14/2003
God bless you and yours
Debs