johnnicholls
25-12-09, 20:43
Hi there,
I am in the middle of a nightmare! I have spent the day feeling lightheaded, with numbness and a feeling of lightness. I have dark circles under my eyes, and I'm convinced I am dying...kidney or liver failure. I have been drinking heavily this past month, my wife has left me and I have two small children. I feel so tired and scared. I have just started on the whiskey, don't know why maybe to make myself worry less???? And sleep...I am scared to go to sleep you see. I keep checking my face in the mirror for signs of yellow eyes, a stroke etc etc. I'm not coping at all well. I'm 34 and otherwise healthy I think, but worried sick about 'departing' early. Any comforting words to help me relax would be gratefully received. I have not been eating properly. I would love to be whisked off to rehab, but that doesn't happen to ordinary people like me does it. HELP!!
John.:weep:
I am in the middle of a nightmare! I have spent the day feeling lightheaded, with numbness and a feeling of lightness. I have dark circles under my eyes, and I'm convinced I am dying...kidney or liver failure. I have been drinking heavily this past month, my wife has left me and I have two small children. I feel so tired and scared. I have just started on the whiskey, don't know why maybe to make myself worry less???? And sleep...I am scared to go to sleep you see. I keep checking my face in the mirror for signs of yellow eyes, a stroke etc etc. I'm not coping at all well. I'm 34 and otherwise healthy I think, but worried sick about 'departing' early. Any comforting words to help me relax would be gratefully received. I have not been eating properly. I would love to be whisked off to rehab, but that doesn't happen to ordinary people like me does it. HELP!!
John.:weep: