missunderstood
24-11-05, 12:43
Hey everyone, i managed to go to work yesterday and was so pleased with myself. I was worrying about it all day but I walked to the bus stop, had a half an hour bus ride and walked another 20 minutes to work. It was horrible at times cos I could feel myself getting anxious and got an awful headache.
It doesn't make sense to me that today I couldn't make it into uni cos I was too scared. I have another lecture at 3 and I doubt I'll go to that either, I hate being stuck in lecture theatres cos I'm worried I'll panic or something will happen to me and I won't be able to get out. I also just hate the travelling there and back, I always have all these horrible thoughts that I'm going to die.
I guess you cant fix everything all at once!!
Becca xxx
It doesn't make sense to me that today I couldn't make it into uni cos I was too scared. I have another lecture at 3 and I doubt I'll go to that either, I hate being stuck in lecture theatres cos I'm worried I'll panic or something will happen to me and I won't be able to get out. I also just hate the travelling there and back, I always have all these horrible thoughts that I'm going to die.
I guess you cant fix everything all at once!!
Becca xxx