neonpink_smurf
24-11-05, 18:56
hi all, i was wondering does anyone else ever get afraid that they are a horrible person and that they'll go evil or get possessed or anything?
I know i'm not a horrible person and i'm not evil as that is obvious because i wouldn't be worrying about whether i am a horrible person but i feel like i am the only person whos scared of this and was hoping other people would understand how i feel.
I was also wondering if maybe i'm feeling like this because a few years ago in my last year of secondary school, 2 of my friends stopped being friends with me and were quite mean to me and turned people against me and i always felt like it was my fault. I know now it wasn't but at the time i thought i deserved it and was horrible, do you think maybe thats where this fear of being evil and a horrible person stems from??
I still can't figure out where being scared of the devil comes from (i'm not even religious but it must be linked in there someewhere!) I just don't want to be evil..
does anyone have any opinions on this?
Thanks
I know i'm not a horrible person and i'm not evil as that is obvious because i wouldn't be worrying about whether i am a horrible person but i feel like i am the only person whos scared of this and was hoping other people would understand how i feel.
I was also wondering if maybe i'm feeling like this because a few years ago in my last year of secondary school, 2 of my friends stopped being friends with me and were quite mean to me and turned people against me and i always felt like it was my fault. I know now it wasn't but at the time i thought i deserved it and was horrible, do you think maybe thats where this fear of being evil and a horrible person stems from??
I still can't figure out where being scared of the devil comes from (i'm not even religious but it must be linked in there someewhere!) I just don't want to be evil..
does anyone have any opinions on this?
Thanks