I was wondering...

[neonpink_smurf]

hi all, i was wondering does anyone else ever get afraid that they are a horrible person and that they'll go evil or get possessed or anything?
I know i'm not a horrible person and i'm not evil as that is obvious because i wouldn't be worrying about whether i am a horrible person but i feel like i am the only person whos scared of this and was hoping other people would understand how i feel.

I was also wondering if maybe i'm feeling like this because a few years ago in my last year of secondary school, 2 of my friends stopped being friends with me and were quite mean to me and turned people against me and i always felt like it was my fault. I know now it wasn't but at the time i thought i deserved it and was horrible, do you think maybe thats where this fear of being evil and a horrible person stems from??

I still can't figure out where being scared of the devil comes from (i'm not even religious but it must be linked in there someewhere!) I just don't want to be evil..
does anyone have any opinions on this?
Thanks

[Meg]

*I know i'm not a horrible person and i'm not evil as that is obvious because i wouldn't be worrying about whether i am a horrible person but i feel like i am the only person whos scared of this and was hoping other people would understand how i feel.*

Totally correct and yes that is where is likely stems from

The religious bit - umm are you not surrounded by community religious arguments or maybe were at school ..




Meg
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[neonpink_smurf]

Well i suppose in school you're taught theres a heaven and hell and stuff so thats put in you head.. but i think of myself as more spitual than believing in organised religion but i suppose things stick in your head and are often mentioned in the non religious world e.g: mentioned in horror films.
and to nigel, if it was true i'd be so ashamed and upset because i really try to be a good and kind person because i believe you should treat others as you'd like to be treated.