SamanthaAU
30-12-09, 11:47
I was just reading something on another forum I am on ( nothing to do with anxiety etc) and came across a woman writing about how she thought she may have had bowel cancer.
Well, of course that has set me off! My dad had bowel cancer ( and thank goodness survived) about 35-40 years ago.
I am sure most of you know that having such a close relative had it makes my chances of getting it increased.
So I have had a pain in the gut now for the last few hours and have convinced myself I have bowel cancer. My doctor doesn't come back until 11th January so I have to stew over this all by myself.
Why is life so unfair to us and make us suffer unnecessary like this. I am young, 31 and have 3 beautiful children and a wonderful husband but I just can't stop toturing myself that I am on deaths door.:weep:
Well, of course that has set me off! My dad had bowel cancer ( and thank goodness survived) about 35-40 years ago.
I am sure most of you know that having such a close relative had it makes my chances of getting it increased.
So I have had a pain in the gut now for the last few hours and have convinced myself I have bowel cancer. My doctor doesn't come back until 11th January so I have to stew over this all by myself.
Why is life so unfair to us and make us suffer unnecessary like this. I am young, 31 and have 3 beautiful children and a wonderful husband but I just can't stop toturing myself that I am on deaths door.:weep: