berkshiregirl
06-01-10, 19:22
my health anxiety is really playing me up, and i am fed of of every day being a battle fighting my thoughts and wondering why i keep feeling this way..
i just done get why i keep getting all these symptoms over the years i have done so much reasearch on health anxiety, but i just dont get it.. feeling dizzy for no reason feeling like i am going mad feeling like i am the only person to feel like this (i know im not) but why do i have to battle everday to stop myself from feeling like this, i want to wake up and not have to think about how i am feeling i just want to feel like me..
am waiting on a ultrasound for gallstones and it has been 4 weeks since i saw the doctor as you can imagine got so many stupid things going through my head driving myself mad i just feel so alone like noone understands i feel confused sad depressed every feeling possible, i lost my dad november last year he died of cancer and i am worrying i may have cancer not just gallstones oh why oh why cant i just be me this just isnt fair
thankyou for reading i just needed to get off my chest probably makes no sense my life dosent seem to make sense right now xx
i just done get why i keep getting all these symptoms over the years i have done so much reasearch on health anxiety, but i just dont get it.. feeling dizzy for no reason feeling like i am going mad feeling like i am the only person to feel like this (i know im not) but why do i have to battle everday to stop myself from feeling like this, i want to wake up and not have to think about how i am feeling i just want to feel like me..
am waiting on a ultrasound for gallstones and it has been 4 weeks since i saw the doctor as you can imagine got so many stupid things going through my head driving myself mad i just feel so alone like noone understands i feel confused sad depressed every feeling possible, i lost my dad november last year he died of cancer and i am worrying i may have cancer not just gallstones oh why oh why cant i just be me this just isnt fair
thankyou for reading i just needed to get off my chest probably makes no sense my life dosent seem to make sense right now xx