daisycake
16-01-10, 20:32
Does anyone else get to the point where you just want it all to stop? I don't mean in that way but I just wish I could clear my head. I'm constantly thinking and analysing and worrying,and it never stops. I don't do anything at all, even though I'm at Uni. I'm scared to be around my flatmates and I don't see my friends every day. I miss home and want a hug from my mum and wontget one til I see her on Wed and I'm sitting crying. I haven't done anything constructive at all today other than tidy my room. Counselling is good but I'm still worrying, When I speak to her, I don't say things in any order I just speak as I'm thinking and I get so confused. What she says gets me even more confused and I spend my life trying to understand my thoughts and things like that. I'm really unhappy tonight and my mind's racing - and I already anticipate tommorow will be even worse. I've got exams and assingments too that are stressing me out. I'm also worried about something else but I really don't want to say that on here and don't have anyone to talk to (nothing majorly bad, I promise, just sheer embarrassment). I'm so tired I wish I could relax but I don't know how. please help.