kym_888
17-01-10, 19:10
Hi,
I got told about this site today by an ambulance paramedic. I had a bit of a melt down today, passed out die to lack of food and i was so lucky to have this paramedic come to me, she was a great help, and i know she uses this site, so if u see this, thank you very much!
So a little about myself.... Ive suffered from anxiety for 2 years, and last month was signed off work for another year. I started having problems with my bowls, being constipated a lot of the time, which caused me to feel sick all the time, and i have a huge fear of being sick. I suddenly got really scared of going outside incase i was sick in public, and people looked at me, thinkin i was a drunk or something, cause admit it, not many people in the UK are sympathetic. I was placed on citalapram, and started to suffer from insomia, struggled to sleep every night. After a few therapy sessions, i decided to stop taking my meds (foolish i kno!) i then took another turn for the worse, so went back to the docs and was then placed on Fluoxitine, which seemed to help, but i couldnt really tell as i had just met my boyfriend, and he was my 'coping' mechinasm. He would take me shopping, we would go to his house, see his family, go see friends, and i even started going out for meals and partys. Then 3 days ago, he broke up with me without any warning, i took it really bad. Since thursday ive been feeling like im going to die, i keep getting voices in my head sayin im not gonna be able to deal with it alone, simple things like shopping, seeing friends etc. I really thought i was loosing my mind. So was given some diazapam (CAN I HAVE PEOPLES VIEW ON THAT DRUG PLEASE) started taking it 2 hours ago, and can kinda feel some effects. I seem to be coping at the moment, but i kno when it comes time to go sleep im gonna panic, and feel like i cant cope, and i dont wanna rely on sleeping pills to be able to sleep :weep:
I got told about this site today by an ambulance paramedic. I had a bit of a melt down today, passed out die to lack of food and i was so lucky to have this paramedic come to me, she was a great help, and i know she uses this site, so if u see this, thank you very much!
So a little about myself.... Ive suffered from anxiety for 2 years, and last month was signed off work for another year. I started having problems with my bowls, being constipated a lot of the time, which caused me to feel sick all the time, and i have a huge fear of being sick. I suddenly got really scared of going outside incase i was sick in public, and people looked at me, thinkin i was a drunk or something, cause admit it, not many people in the UK are sympathetic. I was placed on citalapram, and started to suffer from insomia, struggled to sleep every night. After a few therapy sessions, i decided to stop taking my meds (foolish i kno!) i then took another turn for the worse, so went back to the docs and was then placed on Fluoxitine, which seemed to help, but i couldnt really tell as i had just met my boyfriend, and he was my 'coping' mechinasm. He would take me shopping, we would go to his house, see his family, go see friends, and i even started going out for meals and partys. Then 3 days ago, he broke up with me without any warning, i took it really bad. Since thursday ive been feeling like im going to die, i keep getting voices in my head sayin im not gonna be able to deal with it alone, simple things like shopping, seeing friends etc. I really thought i was loosing my mind. So was given some diazapam (CAN I HAVE PEOPLES VIEW ON THAT DRUG PLEASE) started taking it 2 hours ago, and can kinda feel some effects. I seem to be coping at the moment, but i kno when it comes time to go sleep im gonna panic, and feel like i cant cope, and i dont wanna rely on sleeping pills to be able to sleep :weep: