Shadowwin
21-12-05, 07:22
This week is turning into a long week already.. of course it's a week of dread for me as well. Friday Morning my husband and step son fly out to spend the Holiday in Tennesee with his parents I couldn't go because I couldn't get the week off from work which leaves me here in this house.. all alone.. I hate being alone..
Secondly my brother wants me to come spend Christmas with him it's an hour and a half drive from my house and i am turning myself inside out over this the very last time I drove down there was the weekend of my most major attack ever ... and I'm terrified that it's going to happen again.
I keep telling myself i can do it that it's time but the closer i get to Friday the more I dread doing it at all. I'm just glad I have therapy in the morning.
Talia
Secondly my brother wants me to come spend Christmas with him it's an hour and a half drive from my house and i am turning myself inside out over this the very last time I drove down there was the weekend of my most major attack ever ... and I'm terrified that it's going to happen again.
I keep telling myself i can do it that it's time but the closer i get to Friday the more I dread doing it at all. I'm just glad I have therapy in the morning.
Talia