pheetuz
18-01-10, 10:40
Hi folks, havent been on here in a while due to coming of off citalopram, i stopped altogether on the 31st of december so that 2010 could be an AD free year and also because the court case that my doctor says im anxious about was coming up and i wanted a clear head.
Once i was off of the cit it was ok, very little in the way of withdrawl effects and everything seemed to be going so smoothly, its still going pretty well but not aswell as id hoped.
The court date for the event that triggered PTSD happened last week and it couldnt have gone better, he pleaded guilty and got sentenced to 6years, great result :)
All was well untill later that evening i came down with flu and was bed ridden for the next 3days over which period i couldnt smoke due to my lungs hurting, i decided to make the best out of a bad situation and quit smoking and so far ive stuck with it, todays my 6th day!!
Anyway, friday i was feeling very disassociated, was ok on saturday, then very very down yesterday and now i feel very anxious, but not the kind of normal anxiety that im used to, its the sickening anxiety that you feel right im the pit of your stomach that ive only ever had when adjusting my doses of cit, last night i woke up sweating a bit and feeling quite panicked.
I know ive got a lot going on with the court, flu, quitting smoking and uni, but i feel like this kind of anxiety has got something to do with the cit, has anyone had any delayed withdrawl effects or can shine ne light on how im feeling?? I imagine it may have something to do with quitting smoking but i have done this before and didnt suffer from the anxiety that ive got now, although that was before PTSD and all these issues.
Sorry for the rantishly long message, helps me to get things out there :)
Cheers
/Pete
Once i was off of the cit it was ok, very little in the way of withdrawl effects and everything seemed to be going so smoothly, its still going pretty well but not aswell as id hoped.
The court date for the event that triggered PTSD happened last week and it couldnt have gone better, he pleaded guilty and got sentenced to 6years, great result :)
All was well untill later that evening i came down with flu and was bed ridden for the next 3days over which period i couldnt smoke due to my lungs hurting, i decided to make the best out of a bad situation and quit smoking and so far ive stuck with it, todays my 6th day!!
Anyway, friday i was feeling very disassociated, was ok on saturday, then very very down yesterday and now i feel very anxious, but not the kind of normal anxiety that im used to, its the sickening anxiety that you feel right im the pit of your stomach that ive only ever had when adjusting my doses of cit, last night i woke up sweating a bit and feeling quite panicked.
I know ive got a lot going on with the court, flu, quitting smoking and uni, but i feel like this kind of anxiety has got something to do with the cit, has anyone had any delayed withdrawl effects or can shine ne light on how im feeling?? I imagine it may have something to do with quitting smoking but i have done this before and didnt suffer from the anxiety that ive got now, although that was before PTSD and all these issues.
Sorry for the rantishly long message, helps me to get things out there :)
Cheers
/Pete