alwaysafraid
19-01-10, 01:04
I have suffered with anxiety disorder for 4 years now. I have been married to my husband for 10. We had a wonderful marriage until my anxiety began. He is so laid back and it is hard when my anxiety is so high for him to understand. I just recently met someone who suffers anxiety as well. We are like twins in all walks of life. He lives in another country than I and we have only spoken online. I honestly am believing that he may be who I am supposed to be with since having anxiety. I am so scared to hurt my husband and have never had thoughts of cheating until now. I am afraid anxiety has changed me for life and we are so different now. I honestly believe this gentleman and I need one another really. I have offered for him to come to Canada to maybe begin a new life. Has anyone been in a situation like this? I know anxiety can cause many confusing thoughts but this feels so real and right. I am also in therapy but these thoughts are recent and I am too afraid right now to bring it up to my doctor. Please help :weep: