redbubble
22-12-05, 13:03
Hello everyone,
Ive been having some problems with someone that i thought was a trusted friend at work, but it turns out she was just lining my back up with the big knife she was holding. Ive been investigated by work for things shes alleging that ive done-which i havent. that was all sorted, but now shes made some new allegations about racist emails,etc-which i can honestly say-I AM NOT RACIST!!!!!
But its had a knock on affect with my depression & a few weeks ago when it all started, i ended up self harming (which i havent done for about a year) and now this has all started up again, i feel so low. Ive really had enough of life at the moment & i dont know what to do. I have a meeting with my psychiatrist on 3rd Jan & im seeing the works counsellor, but i just feel so low.
Sorry for such a long post, but i needed to get it off my chest.
Love Red x
"Life's a journey, not a destination"
Ive been having some problems with someone that i thought was a trusted friend at work, but it turns out she was just lining my back up with the big knife she was holding. Ive been investigated by work for things shes alleging that ive done-which i havent. that was all sorted, but now shes made some new allegations about racist emails,etc-which i can honestly say-I AM NOT RACIST!!!!!
But its had a knock on affect with my depression & a few weeks ago when it all started, i ended up self harming (which i havent done for about a year) and now this has all started up again, i feel so low. Ive really had enough of life at the moment & i dont know what to do. I have a meeting with my psychiatrist on 3rd Jan & im seeing the works counsellor, but i just feel so low.
Sorry for such a long post, but i needed to get it off my chest.
Love Red x
"Life's a journey, not a destination"