vanadium
22-12-05, 17:55
I'm a new member and everything, so this might be a, Too long, didn't read, for you, but anyways.
Last thursday (the 15.th) I removed a kidney (it was misplaced and had no function so I've had one kidney pretty much my whole life) and the appendix.
Everything seemed to go OK! until day two, this is when I had, what my doctor now refers to as, a nervous breakdown. This was followed by a major panic attack, where all I could do was walking back & forth through the halls, drinking some water and not sleeping. After being sent home, where all this continued I went back to the hospital and couldn't get at ease at all.
I walked up and down the corridor for hours, finally I managed to cause enough trouble to get some Diazepam, which made me sleep a few hours.
The next day, it all seemed fine. I managed to eat a few things, and I felt better. Again they sent me home (yesterday), and this time I seemed it would be allright.
And it was, until we ate dinner. Suddenly the panic, nausea and feeling of not knowing where to be started again. I called the emergency, and they told me to keep taking Diazepam to the next day when I could see me doctor.
Today I saw my doctor, he diagnosed me with Panic attacks, and subscribed me some more Diazepam and Celexa.
When I got home, I managed to eat a leftover pizza-slice from last night, and felt... ok, but sleepy. Then about an hour later the nausea came back, so I tried to sleep, couldn't and took some Diazepam. When I woke up, it was back, a little lighter, but it was there. Now, it still is.
Since this whole thing has started I've lost a lot of weight, I used to be about 56-60 kg, now I'm down at 52-53. I'm starting to feel so tired of everything right now (no suicide thoughts 'tho), I know there's no "quick fix", but I have no idea what I'm gonna do. I just feel like talking to someone who can pat my on my head and tell me it'll be it'll turn out good.
but right now, I can't see the end of it.
(sorry for any spelling errors)
Last thursday (the 15.th) I removed a kidney (it was misplaced and had no function so I've had one kidney pretty much my whole life) and the appendix.
Everything seemed to go OK! until day two, this is when I had, what my doctor now refers to as, a nervous breakdown. This was followed by a major panic attack, where all I could do was walking back & forth through the halls, drinking some water and not sleeping. After being sent home, where all this continued I went back to the hospital and couldn't get at ease at all.
I walked up and down the corridor for hours, finally I managed to cause enough trouble to get some Diazepam, which made me sleep a few hours.
The next day, it all seemed fine. I managed to eat a few things, and I felt better. Again they sent me home (yesterday), and this time I seemed it would be allright.
And it was, until we ate dinner. Suddenly the panic, nausea and feeling of not knowing where to be started again. I called the emergency, and they told me to keep taking Diazepam to the next day when I could see me doctor.
Today I saw my doctor, he diagnosed me with Panic attacks, and subscribed me some more Diazepam and Celexa.
When I got home, I managed to eat a leftover pizza-slice from last night, and felt... ok, but sleepy. Then about an hour later the nausea came back, so I tried to sleep, couldn't and took some Diazepam. When I woke up, it was back, a little lighter, but it was there. Now, it still is.
Since this whole thing has started I've lost a lot of weight, I used to be about 56-60 kg, now I'm down at 52-53. I'm starting to feel so tired of everything right now (no suicide thoughts 'tho), I know there's no "quick fix", but I have no idea what I'm gonna do. I just feel like talking to someone who can pat my on my head and tell me it'll be it'll turn out good.
but right now, I can't see the end of it.
(sorry for any spelling errors)