victoria_s
21-01-10, 20:25
hi everyone. still having problems with right chest and back and absolutley convinced i have lung cancer. i have felt on edge and extreme anxiety for the past week or so and have had my chest xray today. she said a week for results so another week without food and sleep. however yesterday i was watching tv and realised i actually did feel relaxed and then immediatly thought vicky you have lung cancer how can you feel ok!?!?! almost like a superstition that if i dont worry and let myself be at peace as such, that 100% something horrific will happen to me ... i hope this makes sense. almost like i have made myself expect the worst in everything and if i aim any higher, it will without doubt be the worst thing.:shrug: im not sure if im wording this right ...