Kirsty-Jayne
10-02-10, 13:23
:mad: Hey everyone! Hope we're all okay.
Okay so i have a problem.. when i was 18, i had a party, that i won't ever forget.. although i don't think this time its going to be that easy. Basically, in 12 weeks, im going to be 21. :unsure: Okay so thats a nice thought, but could i really bare with being in a crowded room? I'm not agraphabic, i thought i was at one point, but i kept going out just to scare myself, and that made all the difference! I was told many many months ago that i was a sufferer of panic attacks and anxiety, since i've dealt with my panic attacks and looked at them differently, i haven't had one since! My anxiety however, is in the back of my mind, but no where near what it used to be... So i can hang around with my friends, i can have a drink, i've took a few steps forward already this year... But this 21st thing kept me awake all night!! I want all my friends there, i want to show the world what truly amazing people have been standing at my side.. What do i do?? I don't know if i want a 21st party or not... i'd love one!!!
I'd like to see a few of you there if it all goes ahead, and you know who you are..:unsure: Replies are always appreciated.. Thanks!! :blush: xXx
Okay so i have a problem.. when i was 18, i had a party, that i won't ever forget.. although i don't think this time its going to be that easy. Basically, in 12 weeks, im going to be 21. :unsure: Okay so thats a nice thought, but could i really bare with being in a crowded room? I'm not agraphabic, i thought i was at one point, but i kept going out just to scare myself, and that made all the difference! I was told many many months ago that i was a sufferer of panic attacks and anxiety, since i've dealt with my panic attacks and looked at them differently, i haven't had one since! My anxiety however, is in the back of my mind, but no where near what it used to be... So i can hang around with my friends, i can have a drink, i've took a few steps forward already this year... But this 21st thing kept me awake all night!! I want all my friends there, i want to show the world what truly amazing people have been standing at my side.. What do i do?? I don't know if i want a 21st party or not... i'd love one!!!
I'd like to see a few of you there if it all goes ahead, and you know who you are..:unsure: Replies are always appreciated.. Thanks!! :blush: xXx