lilplus1
20-02-10, 20:18
today started off really positivley for me, i was fine- having a normal productive day.....
however the day has worn on and my feelings of anxiety are back. i have been snappy and have had low attention all afternoon!!!!!!
yesterday i was obsessing about my teeth, thinking i need a filling, then building it up to the point where im imaginig i need all my teeth removed. i struggle with my body image and just want to be beautiful, so the thought of this really scares me.... im also a complete medical phobe!!!!
so imagine how terrified i was wen in the car today part of my back tooth broke away. i cried and was generally in a panic for a good 45min. im still a bit weepy now- but have it in check now!!!! i just feel exhausted and subdued, everything aches. i was meant to be going out with a friend tonight. i warned her yesterday i may cancel!!!! so tonight wen she called i was sobbing as i was still upset about my tooth, she talked to me for ages.... being helpfull and supportive- but trying to convince me to still go out, she says it will be good for me to get out the house. talking about it all has drainned me, i feel so sleepy and strange........
however the day has worn on and my feelings of anxiety are back. i have been snappy and have had low attention all afternoon!!!!!!
yesterday i was obsessing about my teeth, thinking i need a filling, then building it up to the point where im imaginig i need all my teeth removed. i struggle with my body image and just want to be beautiful, so the thought of this really scares me.... im also a complete medical phobe!!!!
so imagine how terrified i was wen in the car today part of my back tooth broke away. i cried and was generally in a panic for a good 45min. im still a bit weepy now- but have it in check now!!!! i just feel exhausted and subdued, everything aches. i was meant to be going out with a friend tonight. i warned her yesterday i may cancel!!!! so tonight wen she called i was sobbing as i was still upset about my tooth, she talked to me for ages.... being helpfull and supportive- but trying to convince me to still go out, she says it will be good for me to get out the house. talking about it all has drainned me, i feel so sleepy and strange........