Tomimo
04-01-06, 22:00
How can I feel so rubbish? :(
I'd like to think that I am a happy, nice intelligent woman.
Everyone I know says that I don't come accross as the anxious type. When I'm talk to people or go to work I can cope like a 'normal' person and I am friendly and chatty and well.....'normal'.
So how is it that I can feel this bad, that I can get so lost in my own thoughts that I feel like I am really going mad and that they should cart me off to the funny farm.
I'm going to make another appointment to go back to the doctor tomorrow but it feels pointless because what else can they do.
I've tried telling myself "it only anxiety, it will pass" and "they're only thoughts, they won't happen" or "you won't really go mad" but it doesn't feel that way.
I've just taken some propranolol so I am hoping they work soon but I just feel that I can't cope with this.
Annie x
I'd like to think that I am a happy, nice intelligent woman.
Everyone I know says that I don't come accross as the anxious type. When I'm talk to people or go to work I can cope like a 'normal' person and I am friendly and chatty and well.....'normal'.
So how is it that I can feel this bad, that I can get so lost in my own thoughts that I feel like I am really going mad and that they should cart me off to the funny farm.
I'm going to make another appointment to go back to the doctor tomorrow but it feels pointless because what else can they do.
I've tried telling myself "it only anxiety, it will pass" and "they're only thoughts, they won't happen" or "you won't really go mad" but it doesn't feel that way.
I've just taken some propranolol so I am hoping they work soon but I just feel that I can't cope with this.
Annie x