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22-02-10, 04:49
Lately for the last couple of weeks..I feel really tired and run down..I haven't been sleeping well..I have weird dreams and my heart seems to be beating a little faster at times..sometimes its beating slower..
So odd some mornings I wake and my heart is beating about 80..and some mornings its beating about 65..About two weeks ago we started talking about moving..We haven't been out of this valley but once in four years..As we got more and more committed I am finding I am feeling worse and worse..
Odd thing is I really want to move but we are moving back down to normal sea level and its over a mile and one half above sea level here. Im worried I might not be able to readjust..Also Its warmer there,no snow and tropical.
I grew up with these conditions but have been away from those conditions for over five years now..
Getting back to what I was asking is I feel kind of like im not all together,lik e my mind is slipping ,not like going crazy but just not all there,its hard to describe. Also sometimes my eyes feel like they are playing tricks on me..I feel like im going to fall over and sometimes even feel like I might even pass out ,,,kind of.. Then there are times when I bend over or lean in one direction to do something and i feel my head is spinning a little or I get dizzy..its like when you are a kid and you are hanging upside down on the playground monkey bars and then you stand upright and you are ok..
I went to the doctor not to long ago and they checked me from head to toe and did an ekg and looked long and hard for high blood pressure signs..no signs there.. and heart is sound.. So im thinking I am not having high blood pressure and maybe just inner ear trouble or something..
I also feel whoosey sometimes.. in the house when Im walking around and when I go out in the cold I get whoosy .. not always but lately.. I don't know if its just adjusting from warm house to cold really cold outside..If I stay outside in the cold I get really strange feelings..
I also have weird things with my eyes.. I see like floaters and when I look at a strong light it burns my eyes like a bright flash from a camera..
I feel breathless at times for no reason and feel anxious..I actually had a little panic attack the other night because the heat was making me feel weird.. My stomach feels as though I have been doing sit ups and a lot of exercise which I haven't but I have got to get busy and pack.. Im scared really scared about moving.I feel somewhat safe here but then I think about being on the open road and then I worry about will I be ok again in the tropics..
We have had a lot of people coming by and buying things from us because we are moving and trying to not have to move so much and it just makes me soooooo tired talking to them..That worries me too ..we will be in a much larger city with lots of people and then bam! we are in the middle of a metro area.. Its where I grew up but so different than here..
Its like mars here and then going back to the earth with actual people and life and plants and trees and water... its going to be a shock to me visually and also emotionally and every way .
My question is would I have developed something terrible since I saw the doctor or is the upcoming move home got me anxious thus causing symptoms? I think its probably anxiety but im scared that I might not be healthy enough for such a move.. They say that exercise is good for your heart and anxiety and high blood pressure..
Could all of these symptoms being nothing more than anxiety or could they mean something? I have inner ear trouble and tmj and this could contribute to the dizzyness or room spinning sensation but the more I list here the more it looks like anxiety.. Please someone help me.I want to go home,but im afraid.
I have my secure zone here and I really don't have a choice I am committed to going home but really worried.. Please please please help. Tell me im ok and anxious or tell me I might be really sick,.But please tell me something.. Any and all opinions welcome please?
So odd some mornings I wake and my heart is beating about 80..and some mornings its beating about 65..About two weeks ago we started talking about moving..We haven't been out of this valley but once in four years..As we got more and more committed I am finding I am feeling worse and worse..
Odd thing is I really want to move but we are moving back down to normal sea level and its over a mile and one half above sea level here. Im worried I might not be able to readjust..Also Its warmer there,no snow and tropical.
I grew up with these conditions but have been away from those conditions for over five years now..
Getting back to what I was asking is I feel kind of like im not all together,lik e my mind is slipping ,not like going crazy but just not all there,its hard to describe. Also sometimes my eyes feel like they are playing tricks on me..I feel like im going to fall over and sometimes even feel like I might even pass out ,,,kind of.. Then there are times when I bend over or lean in one direction to do something and i feel my head is spinning a little or I get dizzy..its like when you are a kid and you are hanging upside down on the playground monkey bars and then you stand upright and you are ok..
I went to the doctor not to long ago and they checked me from head to toe and did an ekg and looked long and hard for high blood pressure signs..no signs there.. and heart is sound.. So im thinking I am not having high blood pressure and maybe just inner ear trouble or something..
I also feel whoosey sometimes.. in the house when Im walking around and when I go out in the cold I get whoosy .. not always but lately.. I don't know if its just adjusting from warm house to cold really cold outside..If I stay outside in the cold I get really strange feelings..
I also have weird things with my eyes.. I see like floaters and when I look at a strong light it burns my eyes like a bright flash from a camera..
I feel breathless at times for no reason and feel anxious..I actually had a little panic attack the other night because the heat was making me feel weird.. My stomach feels as though I have been doing sit ups and a lot of exercise which I haven't but I have got to get busy and pack.. Im scared really scared about moving.I feel somewhat safe here but then I think about being on the open road and then I worry about will I be ok again in the tropics..
We have had a lot of people coming by and buying things from us because we are moving and trying to not have to move so much and it just makes me soooooo tired talking to them..That worries me too ..we will be in a much larger city with lots of people and then bam! we are in the middle of a metro area.. Its where I grew up but so different than here..
Its like mars here and then going back to the earth with actual people and life and plants and trees and water... its going to be a shock to me visually and also emotionally and every way .
My question is would I have developed something terrible since I saw the doctor or is the upcoming move home got me anxious thus causing symptoms? I think its probably anxiety but im scared that I might not be healthy enough for such a move.. They say that exercise is good for your heart and anxiety and high blood pressure..
Could all of these symptoms being nothing more than anxiety or could they mean something? I have inner ear trouble and tmj and this could contribute to the dizzyness or room spinning sensation but the more I list here the more it looks like anxiety.. Please someone help me.I want to go home,but im afraid.
I have my secure zone here and I really don't have a choice I am committed to going home but really worried.. Please please please help. Tell me im ok and anxious or tell me I might be really sick,.But please tell me something.. Any and all opinions welcome please?