Andromeda
25-02-10, 04:45
i'm so sorry everyone , i keep doing this and i don't mean to but i'm freaking out again , and im desperate , i'm on my own at uni so i can't call anyone for help , i don't even know whats wrong with me
i was just sat down before and i felt a weird sensation through my body , i'm guessing this was just an adrenaline rush but i don't know , now i'm just terrified .
my right hand feels all funny now and like it's not working properly .
it's trembling too and my head feels weird
i went to the bathroom before and had to hold on to the sink cause my legs felt like they were going to give way.
i'm so scared i'm going to drop down dead .... everyone around me keeps dying and i'm so scared i'm next , i keep getting better and then this happens because have this stupid niggling thing in the back of my head that is telling me i've got some undetected disease !!!!!!!!!!!
is this all just panic ? i'm so scared i'm about to die . :weep: i just took my propranolol about 20 minutes ago so hopefully that should calm me down over the next hour .
some days i'm strong enough to fight against my head and get on with my life , then there are days like this where i feel like i can't .
i'm so sorry :weep:
i was just sat down before and i felt a weird sensation through my body , i'm guessing this was just an adrenaline rush but i don't know , now i'm just terrified .
my right hand feels all funny now and like it's not working properly .
it's trembling too and my head feels weird
i went to the bathroom before and had to hold on to the sink cause my legs felt like they were going to give way.
i'm so scared i'm going to drop down dead .... everyone around me keeps dying and i'm so scared i'm next , i keep getting better and then this happens because have this stupid niggling thing in the back of my head that is telling me i've got some undetected disease !!!!!!!!!!!
is this all just panic ? i'm so scared i'm about to die . :weep: i just took my propranolol about 20 minutes ago so hopefully that should calm me down over the next hour .
some days i'm strong enough to fight against my head and get on with my life , then there are days like this where i feel like i can't .
i'm so sorry :weep: