lilplus1
26-02-10, 22:25
hi all, am fairly new to the forum, but have posted before!!!!!
a little background.....
im a complete worrier, and i completley obsess about my thoughts.......
anyway after last posting i have had a good couple of days!!!!!
however, my little boy has a hernia, he is2!!!! and i just found out his op is next sunday!!!!
i feel really frightened!!!! firstly, i hate hospitals, and am a complete medical phobic......
but whats worrying me is the general ansthetic.... its like i dont think i can be there wen they put him under... because i will get soooo upset and scared, but if im not there for him i will feel like a bad mummy!!!! and will feel so guilty, but just dont know if im brave enough!!!! i love my little boy so much, he is so beautiful and perfect i just dont know what to do!!!! any thoughts would be really helpfull guys, much love x
a little background.....
im a complete worrier, and i completley obsess about my thoughts.......
anyway after last posting i have had a good couple of days!!!!!
however, my little boy has a hernia, he is2!!!! and i just found out his op is next sunday!!!!
i feel really frightened!!!! firstly, i hate hospitals, and am a complete medical phobic......
but whats worrying me is the general ansthetic.... its like i dont think i can be there wen they put him under... because i will get soooo upset and scared, but if im not there for him i will feel like a bad mummy!!!! and will feel so guilty, but just dont know if im brave enough!!!! i love my little boy so much, he is so beautiful and perfect i just dont know what to do!!!! any thoughts would be really helpfull guys, much love x