Dollie
28-02-10, 21:23
This is the second time I have tried to write this post, I so shakey.
I woke this morning with such a start that I went straight into a panic attack. I dreamt that I was having a Stroke and it seemed so real, with the left side of my face pulling down and me calling out to my Brother but not being able to say his name!
It really scared me so very much, I had to check myself in the mirror and still I went through the panic attack.
My day did not get better as all i've done is worry it might actually happen and I'm scared to go to bed knowing I might dream this again or even suffer something horrid and yet I have to get some sleep as there is work tomorrow.
On top of that I went to the doctors yesterday about my feet swelling (A reaction to the blood presure tablets I take and he asked if there was anything else, when I said no he asked if I had rang in for recent blood tests and I said yes and was told all ok, but he then said it was not ok and would like to do some tests again! He said something about the size of the blood cells being too large! I was so taken aback that there was an issue I did not really go into what the problems was or could be and now i'm worried about this.
What a nightmare weekend this seems to have been, I hope I can relax some to get some sleep but I'm so worried and tense.
I have not got any sleeping tablets or any herbal remedies so not sure what to do. I take propranolol at 20mg x 3 per day but don't really want to take more without knowning its ok to do so.
What a nightmare.
Sorry to vent my worries but felt writing it down might help somehow.:weep::weep:
I woke this morning with such a start that I went straight into a panic attack. I dreamt that I was having a Stroke and it seemed so real, with the left side of my face pulling down and me calling out to my Brother but not being able to say his name!
It really scared me so very much, I had to check myself in the mirror and still I went through the panic attack.
My day did not get better as all i've done is worry it might actually happen and I'm scared to go to bed knowing I might dream this again or even suffer something horrid and yet I have to get some sleep as there is work tomorrow.
On top of that I went to the doctors yesterday about my feet swelling (A reaction to the blood presure tablets I take and he asked if there was anything else, when I said no he asked if I had rang in for recent blood tests and I said yes and was told all ok, but he then said it was not ok and would like to do some tests again! He said something about the size of the blood cells being too large! I was so taken aback that there was an issue I did not really go into what the problems was or could be and now i'm worried about this.
What a nightmare weekend this seems to have been, I hope I can relax some to get some sleep but I'm so worried and tense.
I have not got any sleeping tablets or any herbal remedies so not sure what to do. I take propranolol at 20mg x 3 per day but don't really want to take more without knowning its ok to do so.
What a nightmare.
Sorry to vent my worries but felt writing it down might help somehow.:weep::weep: