paparymple
01-03-10, 20:28
Hello everyone,
I am new to the forum / site, and wanted to introduce myself. I'm a 34 year old man.
I am convinced I have vCJD. I've been having symptoms for a few months now - not sure how long, maybe four months. It is at least two months since I went to my GP, and it had been going on for a while before then. The main symptom I have is that I CONSTANTLY feel unbalanced whenever I am standing up or walking. It's not dizzy exactly - feels like I am swaying if still, and as if I am kind of stumbling when walking (though I don't think it is noticeable to others).
I know how unlikely it is, but not impossible...
GP has done blood tests - all fine. Referred to neurologist - neuro exam all normal, he said he really didn't think it was anything. Has ordered an MRI 'to reassure me' (he says - he did ask me what might reassure me, and I said a scan might). Problem is, vCJD probably wouldn't show up on a scan.
As you can probably tell, I've been Googling, which definitely makes it worse.
I also have depersonalization feelings - I have suffered with anxiety/depression in the past, and I recognise these.
The other major symptom I have is my handwriting - it is deteriorating, I believe - feels very uncomfortable and out of my control.
I have leg twitches and aching leg muscles. All are symptoms of vCJD. Today I had cold feelings in my legs, another typical symptom.
I am so terrified of leaving my family in such an awful way.
Could these symptoms be anxiety? I do believe I am sufering with anxiety - but I believe I am anxious BECAUSE of the symptoms, not the other way round.
Have had some diazepam, which helped a bit - but sometimes made me worse.
My other theories are: could it be my new inhalers (for asthma)? Serevent and Flixotide - I definitely think they made it even worse anyway.
I had the swine flu jab around the time this started - could it have caused peripheral nerve damage? Or triggered MS?
It sounds crazy, I know - but I am convinced I am dying.
I am new to the forum / site, and wanted to introduce myself. I'm a 34 year old man.
I am convinced I have vCJD. I've been having symptoms for a few months now - not sure how long, maybe four months. It is at least two months since I went to my GP, and it had been going on for a while before then. The main symptom I have is that I CONSTANTLY feel unbalanced whenever I am standing up or walking. It's not dizzy exactly - feels like I am swaying if still, and as if I am kind of stumbling when walking (though I don't think it is noticeable to others).
I know how unlikely it is, but not impossible...
GP has done blood tests - all fine. Referred to neurologist - neuro exam all normal, he said he really didn't think it was anything. Has ordered an MRI 'to reassure me' (he says - he did ask me what might reassure me, and I said a scan might). Problem is, vCJD probably wouldn't show up on a scan.
As you can probably tell, I've been Googling, which definitely makes it worse.
I also have depersonalization feelings - I have suffered with anxiety/depression in the past, and I recognise these.
The other major symptom I have is my handwriting - it is deteriorating, I believe - feels very uncomfortable and out of my control.
I have leg twitches and aching leg muscles. All are symptoms of vCJD. Today I had cold feelings in my legs, another typical symptom.
I am so terrified of leaving my family in such an awful way.
Could these symptoms be anxiety? I do believe I am sufering with anxiety - but I believe I am anxious BECAUSE of the symptoms, not the other way round.
Have had some diazepam, which helped a bit - but sometimes made me worse.
My other theories are: could it be my new inhalers (for asthma)? Serevent and Flixotide - I definitely think they made it even worse anyway.
I had the swine flu jab around the time this started - could it have caused peripheral nerve damage? Or triggered MS?
It sounds crazy, I know - but I am convinced I am dying.