turnthelighton
05-03-10, 06:55
I really hate the health anxiety cycle I get myself into, I dont think it will ever leave me. I do so well and then bam.....back into the pit of endless worry etc.
I am now obsessing over my left breast, I was told to keep an eye on from my doctor and the doctor did say dont obsess over it but I can not help it. Checking it every five mins, feeling, comparing to the other breast, looking up on line....al the things I should not do :-(
It is still itching on and off and I feel it is different but when I compare to my right one it is the same...to me it is just not right.
As per my previous post the doctor reckons it is nothing to worry about, the vit e cream does stop the itching for a while but then I start thinking about it and it comes back it also feels that it is a lot larger than the right one but it is not. I am now thinking about it 24/7 and it is making me ill.
Sorry to go on but I just needed to speak about to people that understand. I am so very scared that I have inflamortary breast cancer.
I am now obsessing over my left breast, I was told to keep an eye on from my doctor and the doctor did say dont obsess over it but I can not help it. Checking it every five mins, feeling, comparing to the other breast, looking up on line....al the things I should not do :-(
It is still itching on and off and I feel it is different but when I compare to my right one it is the same...to me it is just not right.
As per my previous post the doctor reckons it is nothing to worry about, the vit e cream does stop the itching for a while but then I start thinking about it and it comes back it also feels that it is a lot larger than the right one but it is not. I am now thinking about it 24/7 and it is making me ill.
Sorry to go on but I just needed to speak about to people that understand. I am so very scared that I have inflamortary breast cancer.