flumpy
08-03-10, 08:16
Hello everyone
Found this site Saturday at 0500. Started reading and have been reading various bits on and off ever since. The relief I felt when I started reading about other people suffering like I had for the past 19 years, was, well, overwhelming...my eyes filled with tears of joy and yet sadness at the time that I had lost. I've definitely suffered severely with panic disorder and agoraphobia and may still do in the future. But, I am now informed. My missed heart beats can now be fought and they don't have to turn in to full panic attacks as I desperately reach for the vodka always secreted about my person. I am going to go to those situations that I have avoided for years. I feel armed and empowered, ready to face the world again. Thank you for your contributions. I hope to be a regular contributor also :yahoo:and to pass on my experiences and perhaps help others in the future.
Found this site Saturday at 0500. Started reading and have been reading various bits on and off ever since. The relief I felt when I started reading about other people suffering like I had for the past 19 years, was, well, overwhelming...my eyes filled with tears of joy and yet sadness at the time that I had lost. I've definitely suffered severely with panic disorder and agoraphobia and may still do in the future. But, I am now informed. My missed heart beats can now be fought and they don't have to turn in to full panic attacks as I desperately reach for the vodka always secreted about my person. I am going to go to those situations that I have avoided for years. I feel armed and empowered, ready to face the world again. Thank you for your contributions. I hope to be a regular contributor also :yahoo:and to pass on my experiences and perhaps help others in the future.