happy birthday mam miss you heaps

[leo05]

happy birthday mam!
well its another birthday that i cant share with you but doesnt mean i have stopped thinking and loving you
sending you some angel hugs xxxx
love lea xxxx


My heart never stops crying for you,
Wondering why you had to go away,
Leaving me all alone,
When nights are so quiet,

I often wonder where you are,
I know I love you,
from the bottom of my heart,
As your birthday goes by again,

I wish there was a way,
I could show you how much,
you mean to me,
To show you that no matter,

Where you are, my heart will always,
Need you ,my mind longs to remember you,
Please never forget I truly do love you!
　
　

[leo05]

I hope that you have your angel wings,
My heart breaks more each time,
I think of you,

Never been able to give you a hug,
How can I know you are happy,
That you are safe and at peace?

Tears run upon my cheeks,
But I must not show my weakness,

For you wouldn’t be very proud,
Oh just to be able to smile at you,
then say I miss you in so many ways!

[pollyanna]

:hugs:, that was lovely , im sure you mam knows how you feel about her.xx

[suzy-sue]

Thats lovely Leo ,im sure your mum is watching over you right now .and is really proud of you ..Hugs Sue xx:bighug1::bighug1:

[smudger]

Wow, I am crying. You and your Mum, two special people who were so lucky to have been together! My heart goes out to you.

[leo05]

thanks all, hugs for you all and smudger i didn't mean to make you cry sorry sorry.



sitting wondering wishing that i could,
walk right in to your arms,
they say time is a healer,
but is that even true,

i no longer remember you,
i have to look at a picture to remind myself,
of what you looked like,
something a child should already know,

everywhere i look,
i long to see you but knowing this,
will never happen,
just doesn't seem real,

how could you be gone just like that,
i promised to make you well ,

i failed you and I'm so sorry sorry,
please wait for me,
I'll be with you really soon
love you xx xx

[bottleblond]

Aww leo that is lovely.
I'm sure your mum knows you love her very much indeed.
Lisa
xxx
:hugs:

[leo05]

thanks lisa and i hope so just wish the pain would go away, hugs for ya xx
lea

[bluesparkle]

oh lea
i cant read the poems just now !
but i wanted to send you some :hugs: :hugs: :hugs:
and let you know i really feel for you.
rach
x

[Vanilla Sky]

Love and hugs to you sweetheart :hugs::hugs::hugs: Love Paige xxxxxx

[PoppyC]

Sending you a lot of hugs. :hugs:
It was my mums birthday on Saturday - the first without her. It was emotional, so I know in a way how you must be feeling.
Sending you love and hugs.

[leo05]

hi poppy,

thanks for the hugs and im sorry sorry that you have had to go through losing your mum - im here for you and hope that you are ok ?? feel free to contact me if you need to talk anytime big hugs hun xxxx

lea

[leo05]

hi rach - sorry sorry that you cant read them but thank you for the hugs sending you hugs bk xx

paige - thanks for the hugs n hugs for you too xx

lea xx

[kittykat]

Hi Lea,

They were lovely poems for your mum.....it's my mums birthday in April it will be the 2nd without her....i'm sure they are somewhere safe looking down on us , it does get a bit easier with time but I find I still get emotional at special occasions, Poppy i'm sorry as well that u didnt have your mum with you to celebrate her birthday, but i'm sure we all feel blessed that we had them in our lives for however long and they will never be forgotten.....if anyone needs to chat im always here take care Lea and poppy xxx

[PoppyC]

Hi
Thank You Kitty Cat. :hugs:How are you?
I will be thinking of you on the 2nd.
Its never easy but as you said, time does make it easier to cope with, I am finding. I still have down days about losing both parents in 6 months though. I sometimes by mistake ring their phone number - I did this a couple of days ago by accident when calling someone else! :scared15:
I do feel blessed that they were and still are in my life.
I am ok as long as I don't give it all too much thought and thats why the birthdays, and special dates, are not easy.
I take huge comfort that I think my parents are together again. I hope so anyway.
Leo - I love your poem. How are you?
Hugs to you all :bighug1: