derella
09-03-10, 15:05
Hi, I'm not quite sure where to start, but here goes....
I'm an agoraphobic who runs a very busy pub in the Midlands. What a contradiction! I can chat, serve beer and look after 300 customers on a Saturday night, but ask me to go to Tescos or Asda, accompanied, or on my own, you've got no chance.
I cant go shopping, go to the bank, or have a day out, and I am obsessed with knowing where the loo is if Im out. My world is getting smaller.
I made myself go with the family to see a play at the local theatre. The chairs were all squashed together, my means of escape was nearly impossible. I had to really concentrate on the play. I felt ill, sick, I was hot and sweaty, but I kept it together for over an hour, just about!
My sister has the same problems as me, but she takes over the counter medicine to stop her going to the loo. My Mother has had these problems all her life, but turned to alcohol at 30 to conquer her fears. She is still drinking at 76, and almost a recluse now.
Sorry this is so long winded. I do not want to end up like my Mother, and if I can find some help I can also help my sister. We both thought we were suffering from anxiety up until a week ago, but the more I read the more I think these are agorphobic symptoms.
Any advice please on where to go from here. x
I'm an agoraphobic who runs a very busy pub in the Midlands. What a contradiction! I can chat, serve beer and look after 300 customers on a Saturday night, but ask me to go to Tescos or Asda, accompanied, or on my own, you've got no chance.
I cant go shopping, go to the bank, or have a day out, and I am obsessed with knowing where the loo is if Im out. My world is getting smaller.
I made myself go with the family to see a play at the local theatre. The chairs were all squashed together, my means of escape was nearly impossible. I had to really concentrate on the play. I felt ill, sick, I was hot and sweaty, but I kept it together for over an hour, just about!
My sister has the same problems as me, but she takes over the counter medicine to stop her going to the loo. My Mother has had these problems all her life, but turned to alcohol at 30 to conquer her fears. She is still drinking at 76, and almost a recluse now.
Sorry this is so long winded. I do not want to end up like my Mother, and if I can find some help I can also help my sister. We both thought we were suffering from anxiety up until a week ago, but the more I read the more I think these are agorphobic symptoms.
Any advice please on where to go from here. x