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Bellabel
18-03-10, 16:28
I've suffered this horrible thing for 4 years, living 3 years of not knowing what was causing my crazy symptoms. I've recently started seeing a psychologist and have had 5 sessions with her which have really helped.

Whilst every time I walk out of my sessions I feel wonderful for a day or two and then another 'symptom' comes along. I'm still stressing on the fact that the doctors are missing something. I'm convinced something 'physically' is wrong with me and I can't shake this feeling.

What the hell is wrong with me? Why all of a sudden have I turned into a person who is over emotional and over sensitive? And WHY can I not believe the doctors when they tell me nothing is wrong, other than GAD?

I'm constantly tired but I honestly think that is because I'm so friggin' tense all the time worrying about my issues.