Typer
21-03-10, 10:51
Last week was a good week, just a few soft thuds in a day for a whole week. Thought it was the bananas but....back they came on Friday.
I have had a couple of those big jolting ones, where it feels as though the heart flips right over. Had a few runs...2 or 3 on top of each other. I just do not understand how they can go for a whole week (well not go completely) and then return.
I know how everyone promotes being less afraid of them, and how this helps reduce the anxiety...but I tell myself 'll ride through them till I get bad ones and then its hard because they dominate.
Yesterday, no part of the day was okay. I had so many, felt so dizzy as well, that even the pauses where there were none were filled with trepidation.
I did go to see a homeopath who helped me once before with something...she is sending me a pill in the post...I am praying on that one.
I am also waiting for Holland and Barrett to call me to say they have some taurine in stock so that I can give that a try.
I have black rings under my eyes from the constant awful feeling... get this very doom and gloom feeling accompanying the palps, followed by anxiety and a hopeless feeling
I have had a couple of those big jolting ones, where it feels as though the heart flips right over. Had a few runs...2 or 3 on top of each other. I just do not understand how they can go for a whole week (well not go completely) and then return.
I know how everyone promotes being less afraid of them, and how this helps reduce the anxiety...but I tell myself 'll ride through them till I get bad ones and then its hard because they dominate.
Yesterday, no part of the day was okay. I had so many, felt so dizzy as well, that even the pauses where there were none were filled with trepidation.
I did go to see a homeopath who helped me once before with something...she is sending me a pill in the post...I am praying on that one.
I am also waiting for Holland and Barrett to call me to say they have some taurine in stock so that I can give that a try.
I have black rings under my eyes from the constant awful feeling... get this very doom and gloom feeling accompanying the palps, followed by anxiety and a hopeless feeling