AthlonGod2k10
21-03-10, 22:09
Hi there.
I hope someone can help me and for someone to understand where im coming from. Anyways i think my anxiety has crept up on me ever since that horrible horrible day when my mother passed away. my mum was having a asthma attack I remember the last thing she said to me was ring 999 but i froze up what does a 9 year old do in that situation i just stood there for what felt like for ever my mum was dieing right infrount of me and all i could do was freeze ! anyways a close neighbor came running in and dialled 999 the paramedics came and took my mum but it was to late what i have been told is that my mums airways completly closed up in the back of the ambulance they cound`t get any tubes down and she was pronoced dead on arrival to the hospital. When my sister told me i dont know what i felt i think the shocks hitting me now as im getting older or did i deal with it because i was at that age ???
I hope someone can help me and for someone to understand where im coming from. Anyways i think my anxiety has crept up on me ever since that horrible horrible day when my mother passed away. my mum was having a asthma attack I remember the last thing she said to me was ring 999 but i froze up what does a 9 year old do in that situation i just stood there for what felt like for ever my mum was dieing right infrount of me and all i could do was freeze ! anyways a close neighbor came running in and dialled 999 the paramedics came and took my mum but it was to late what i have been told is that my mums airways completly closed up in the back of the ambulance they cound`t get any tubes down and she was pronoced dead on arrival to the hospital. When my sister told me i dont know what i felt i think the shocks hitting me now as im getting older or did i deal with it because i was at that age ???