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amyamy2010
30-03-10, 15:02
Basically i have been suffering really bad health anxiety and intrusive thoughts. I was and still scared of becomming schizoprenic i was having intrusive thoughts and thought they were voices and now its moved onto a fear of becoming or making myself delusional.

i always ask myself.

"why am i here"
"what if everything and everyone isnt real or just a figure/part of my imagination"
"am i dreaming"

these silly questions keep ruminating in my head and they are really upsetting because i loved my parents and the thought of them not being real/imaginary upsets me. Im actually scared that im going to beleive nothings real because im doubting it. This is started with anxiety have i mad myself mad? i just want to live my life and stop worrying!

P.S SORRY IF I HAVE POSTED A THREAD LIKE THIS THE OLD ONE HAS BEEN DELETED

amyamy2010
30-03-10, 15:13
Yeah im seeing my phychologyst tomorrow actually but i told her some of it on the phone she just said i need to give myself a break but i cant i keep obsessing! So do you reckon u have the same doubts as me?