tinkerbel
01-04-10, 09:28
hi everyone,
arghhhhhh i could just scream! this anxiety/panic is doing my head in, i have spent the last 2 days feeling really anxious, mainly about doing nursery runs, got myself in a righ tizwaz this morning! any way off i trotted got there and just decided to explain to satff that i suffer from panics so if i ever act strange or run out the door just ignore me i will be back! do you know how much more relaxed i feel now, just knowing that someone there knows what im like seems to have taken most of the pressure away! will see how i am later when it comes to collection! it just annoys me that i have to get in that kind of state when i have been doing them for months now and never really bothered me before so why now? brain feels like mushy peas as thinking too much, sooo looking forward to a few days off work, no nursery for 2 weeks! but then i worry that when i start to do them again after easter i might struggle again as not done them for 2 weeks!!:wacko:
sorry for the ramble x
arghhhhhh i could just scream! this anxiety/panic is doing my head in, i have spent the last 2 days feeling really anxious, mainly about doing nursery runs, got myself in a righ tizwaz this morning! any way off i trotted got there and just decided to explain to satff that i suffer from panics so if i ever act strange or run out the door just ignore me i will be back! do you know how much more relaxed i feel now, just knowing that someone there knows what im like seems to have taken most of the pressure away! will see how i am later when it comes to collection! it just annoys me that i have to get in that kind of state when i have been doing them for months now and never really bothered me before so why now? brain feels like mushy peas as thinking too much, sooo looking forward to a few days off work, no nursery for 2 weeks! but then i worry that when i start to do them again after easter i might struggle again as not done them for 2 weeks!!:wacko:
sorry for the ramble x