mcray1981
02-04-10, 08:42
Hey folks,
I know what my trigger is - but I can't avoid it. Everything changes - work, the world, my family, my friends and it petrifies me. I dont know why - maybe its because it reminds me that time is passing. I just can't deal with change and the fear of the unknown that brings with it.
My dad died at 14 so I associate change with terrible things happening. I'm ok if the change feels good but if there is any risk with it then it petrifies me and the anxiety and depression kick in.
I dont want to avoid it - I want to beat it!! Just at the moment I have a possible work change hanging over me that I just can't see as a good thing.
This has really knocked me for six and as a result I've upped my anti-ds. I'm already attending counselling but its only an hour a week. I dont know what else to do?
I'm really struggling with this.
Mc.
I know what my trigger is - but I can't avoid it. Everything changes - work, the world, my family, my friends and it petrifies me. I dont know why - maybe its because it reminds me that time is passing. I just can't deal with change and the fear of the unknown that brings with it.
My dad died at 14 so I associate change with terrible things happening. I'm ok if the change feels good but if there is any risk with it then it petrifies me and the anxiety and depression kick in.
I dont want to avoid it - I want to beat it!! Just at the moment I have a possible work change hanging over me that I just can't see as a good thing.
This has really knocked me for six and as a result I've upped my anti-ds. I'm already attending counselling but its only an hour a week. I dont know what else to do?
I'm really struggling with this.
Mc.